Sometimes i wonder why i still love you... when all it does is cause me pain

There's no one to hold me up anymore...
so with these broken wings i fall
i fall...
alone...

Out in the darkness you will find...
there is still hope left inside...
but it's the pain that consumes you...
it's the pain that will hide...
all you have left inside...

I really want to know if u miss me...
i really want to know if u think of me at all...
i really want to know wut u're thinking...
cause whenever i walk by u just don't say hi at all
n it's killing me inside...

I hate it how some days you're so nice to me and other days you act like you just don't care
i'd much rather know.. do you want to be here for me or not??

More than angry words I hate this silence
It's getting so loud
Well I want to scream
But bitterness has silenced these emotions
It's getting hard to breathe

I thought by now you'd understand...
that i'm only ignoring you..
to try and forget the pain
Baby i still love you
but you broke my heart
i just wish you could see
how i feel inside

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

Why do i still think of you when i first wake up? why do i still care where you are? why do i still think about you when i lay in bed at night? why..??? you already broke my heart... and now i hurt myself because of it

What happened to all the love between us... how could it just die?