Forever is all a lie </3
i knew we couldn't go on for long
but for some reason i still believed we would...

I know these are questions you won't ever ask but i want to answer them anyways
yes, i still think about you
yes, i still miss you
yes, i still love you
but do you..??

How could you stand there and watch me break..over and over again...
how could you do this to me??
and the crazy part is that I let you

I wanted this to be the last time i ever cried for you
but seeing as things are going i don't think that will be true

Why did you have to make it end this way...

I hate you for everything you've done to me...
so why then do i still care so much..??

And you are the reason i can breath again

Look around the room
wonder what's wrong with me
a thousand people sorround me
but yet i feel so alone
so alone...
and my heart has turned to cold stone
i won't speak to anyone
i'm so afraid they'll find the real me inside all that i hide

I'm just a girl
& he's just a boy
but i love him so much
he brings me too much joy
without him
my life wouldn't be complete...
without him
i don't think i could live...

And they say to me
he's just a boy, he's not worth your tears..
so why then do i still lay here motionless crying for him..?? </3