Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they're sitting right beside you and yet you still can't have them

this is so true for me right now

I’ve been holding on for too long
I’ve been standing here all along
I finally figured out what’s wrong
And now I’m strong
I’m gonna let it go…

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go ...

Lithium

You said it was all ur fault
that it was u i should blame
but if that is true
than why am i the one hurting?

I know that this has changed us
nothing seems the same
you walk by smiling
i break down, calling ur name
but you don't hear me anymore...

And it's not just the fact that ur not here that breaks me
it's the fact that i would still do anything for you... anything at all
that hurts me more than anything ever has before...

I want more than anything to be able to breath
but everytime i try, i fail
i'm suffucated by the pain
and there's hardly any air left
i'm counting down the days... till this is over

I can die in my sleep.. cause you're always there in my dreams...

I know in my mind what's going on
but my heart won't let me go untill i know
is she the reason that my calls couldn't reach you
the deepest of my love couldn't please you

from Is She The Reason ~

Every girl want a guy who would love her & care for her & not just look at her outside appearance ♥♥