Evil puppeteer
Controlling my aching soul...

I'm scared to death
and hopelessly confused...

I knew this would happen
I knew it would end with a tear...

Crying with the pain
screaming with the anger...

Even though you hurt me
And you still make me cry...

I miss him
Beyond all belief...

My forever is unavailable
My happiness out of reach...

My struggle
Is long and hard...

This time there is no way
This time there is no light...

I shed a tear
I just can't force a smile...

Sun beams flicker
Back and forth...

Time and time again
Over and over...