In my past, I never actively tried to start a...
It seems I was always in the "right...

Wherever I go, I think of her.
Anything I do, I also am reminded of her...

Relatively, it's been a short while since I first...
Soon she would be making me feel happier and...

Its been a month since being off all of my...
Quickly remembering how low I could actually feel...

Everything about her is absolutely gorgeous,
She has so many beautiful qualities about her...

On these days I am reminded of all those awkward...
My thoughts I have I try to forget, except those...

Although i often fantasize of my own death.
i am dreading of the crossover, where my entire...

My friend, she has ruined me.
she raised my expectations, crushing the old ones...

Overwhelmed with depression, humiliation and...
i do my best to hide it all away...

Pointless thoughts tumble through my head
not sure what i'm gonna do, where i'll tread...

If i could do it over again
i would do everything perfectly just to keep you...

My friend and i decided to go for a walk
with nothing in mind other than to just talk...