My heart beats two different ways
one is to the past...

I have so much to say
but I just bite my lip and fade away...

I'm on the path which has no end
all because I lost my friend...

What do you do if the one you want is taken?
What do you do if the one you want isn't there...

I sit alone in a corner closing my eyes tight
trying to make everything go away...

You took my soul and made it your own
You pulled it and twisted it until it bled...

Open my heart what do you see?
Nothing because you stole everything from me...

Many days go by
as I sit here and watch myself die...

If I fall I fall hard
Wishing and hoping that I'll fall in your arms...

I've changed so much in these past few months
I don't even know who I am anymore...

I go through life with my head held low
Knowing what I did and what I deserve...

She stares into nothing
Wondering if her life has any meaning...