I lost all meaning, all feeling,
All love...
I won't ask for help when I need it, but if you...
Pin me to the wall,
Violently you slam my back...
They hold me close and kiss my lips,
And here I lay, and here I sit...
Missed you yesterday,
I'll miss you tomorrow...
This place is sublime,
Bares, lifeless, and evil...
Another almost sleepless night,
But dose thirty minutes count...
Fallen stars,
Collide with thoughts...
Just one last breath,
Just one last pulse...
An ugly person at the bus stop,
One at school...
Let play hit and run,
You're words can be the car...
Sickly his hands grasp my chest,
Violently but soft...