I never really considered death to be deadly until that morning. I never thought about dying until I began living. I never wanted to see your eyes glow more...than the moment they pulled back the white curtains and slowly closed the door.

Well the taste of tears was warm and dry...and I couldn't help but pick out all the flaws in the sky. The room began to steam with sorrow and then it set in that I'd be waking up alone tomorrow.

I've lost my life to your dreams - where everything moves too fast and nothing is what it seems.

Since you've left it doesn't feel right to smile anymore and everytime I laugh I feel guilty. It doesn't seem fair to have a good time knowing you'll never get to again.

The day is coming when..
All the dreams we have will die.
The future we thought was fate,
will crumble underneath us
But the fog in the bottle will be the only part we notice.

There's a part of me that wants to quit
And go off somewhere far, far away
In a quiet town down by the ocean
Where there is a church filled with sorrow
Where I can give my heart back to God

Don't wake up until late afternoon
Smoke a pack and down a few shots
And by five,
I'm ready to pick up where we left off last
I already feel your hands brushing over my back

I've lost almost everything I believed in...for you. I gave the only thing in this world that was mine...to you. I was down for anything.. anywhere.. just to be with you. And look where all that I did got me. Nowhere...but further away from you