Heart in chest beat out of tune ;; its song meaning nothing without you

Everyday she fights not only her past, but also her present and her future. What lies behind her leaves battle scars. What lies ahead reflects fear in her eyes. The girl is begging for a way out. .

Yeah, I could say that
going out with you was
a huge mistake. But that
would be a lie. I loved
every single moment.

I know how it feels to be on the edge of your bed,
your head buried in your hands,
tears running down your face
wishing everything would just end.

You're cold, but you're beautiful. You're a mess, but I like it that way. If you're always looking for reasons not to be with someone, you find them. But at some point, you just have to let go & give your heart what it deserves.

And i threw it up ; just to keep it down

Once you held my heart ;; like you now hold her hand

I've keep quiet oh so long ;
Closed my heart to keep me strong;
Don't you come and break me now

Yes he took your place inside my heart
But don't let your jealousy ruin this for me
Before its chance to start

We had our time
We had our place
Memories we can't erase
Old love turned to hate
Don't make me suffer for my mistakes