I'm confused and alone,
feeling a bit distraught...

I'm tired of pointing fingers and playing guess...
When its me all along...drowning in self pity and...

My heart cannot mend a second without you.
But at the same time, whats a girl to do...

This holiday is special and i know the perfect...
That when he sees me he'll forget and start to...

I could say sorry for being me
but thats not the problem nor case...

I watch you hold her hand
as you smile back at me...

When im with you i feel so free
i can be myself, just me being me...

A life once lived before these bars,
no privacy, no permission, your familys too far...

I carry this hate behind my smile and cringe like...
I hate myself for feeling that way, but what can i...

Joyful:
-its who i am when im with you...

To see the things that i have seen,
No ordinary life, no ordinary dream...

No more lies, im sick of your games
you werent a friend, what a shame...