...Look at my smile and what do you see....a pretty girl that isn't me....

I'd love you
I'd care for you
I'd die for you
I'd kill for you
I'd even change who I am for you

What does it matter anymore, because when I look in the mirror,--- I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting the person I turned into....

Staring at myself in the mirror wondering if this is really me---what I did for you---trying so hard for you---I turned into someone else----someone I never wanted to be.......---

&& I still wonder what you found in me --- because I can't find what it is....---

&& I'd fake a smile just to see you happy..!..<3