This was for my first boyfriend. Written in 1998
A wilted bouquet on my dresser drawer...

If their is just one, the one to speak to your...

A spark was made, a flame was started, a burning...

I have dubiety, in this love formed society, so...

Just a few days ago, it feels so real, I was all...

HATE
GREED...

Love the sound of Rian on my window,
the sight makes me miss you...

Each morning my excitment grows, the pain of...
Each night that passes another tear filled night...

And when you said I forgive you,
I believed you...

Your love is so sweet
It makes my heart beat...

Emotions thrashing like a ship,
tossed around in the waves fierce grip...

And to my demise, disastrous surprise, awake is my...