I do hope he'll be ok ,
today is his big day...
I fell for a man whose words meant nothing ,
and will never know why he said the things he did...
It began when i was feeling lonely ,
the writing of poems that is...
I am a fool and some may even say I am thick ,
for yes I have a comfortable life...
I am trying to make things work ,
but its hard because my feelings are for someone...
No matter how hard I try ,
forgetting I just can't do...
I broke down and cried today ,
simply because I've had enough...
How long do you keep giving things a go ? ,
and hoping that once again your feelings might...
I don't love you anymore ,
but I do care thats for sure...
I always knew the day had to come ,
my eldest son wanting to meet his real dad...
I know your hurting,
and cry is all you want to do...
I've been with my partner for 12 years ,
in that time theres been good and bad...