I really do love my jobs ,
both are different in every way...

I need to know what he is playing at ,
for I can not go on like this...

I now know what love is ,
you can't explain it cos its a feeling like no...

Each time I pray ,
I pray for better days...

I don't want to be here anymore ,
with my kids I want to runaway...

In my last write I did say that I won't be posting...
I wish I could make the world a better place...

I won't quit my job ,
no matter what those 2 kids throw at me...

I would have given you everything ,
because I honestly did love you...

I've been babysitter to many ,
untill I had kids of my own...

I close my eyes at night ,
and in my dreams I'm with you...

In my perfect world ,
there would be nothing bad...

In this world filled with so much hate and sadness...
is it wrong to dream of peace ,love and happiness...