I pick up the phone
and dial the numbers i have burned into my mind...

The season of death
the season of pain...

These tears are swelling up inside
And inside they will forever stay...

This girl you see
it isn't the real me...

All these thoughts, i can't let go
My heart is being ripped to shreds...

This scared skin will
not be hidden anymore...

These gruelings thoughts ponder in my head
Each one making me more unforgiving...

I'm dying inside
And no one sees...