I find the knife, from behind the couch,
I take it's blade, taste him in my mouth...

I hate so much what I've become,
I hate so much the life I run...

I can't bring the tears to my eyes,
They are hiding too deep inside...

I see life around me,
But I can\\\'t live mine...

The heart inside me ticks away,
Never stopping, no time to play...

I see life around me,
Can't let it inside...

My angel left me, he can't return,
watch now as my feelings burn...

A thousand wounds, seep my pain,
Your voice is my acid rain...

You cheat, you lie,
my feelings die...

My defence is gone, my feelings drown,
Upon my head, you place the crown...

I cut myself today, To see if I could still feel,
The pain sweeps through me, Should I swallow the...

Why do you do the things you do,
to make it so I can't be with you...