I had it in me
That I let them all down...

Lightning intensely,
Sky now illuminated...

I've lost control
Of what makes me whole...

Grave digger, soulmate of loss,
Languishing, bones of the past...

I can't forget you
That secret spot in my mind...

I was this
You were that...

Wonder where
These words will go...

There isn't just one me
There is the me in my head...

I wish I had a purple cow,
Who said quack instead of moo...

Full of love
Brimming with empathy...

I see you
But you don't see me...

It hurts
To remember hurting that much...