Looked at you today
Caught you looking at me...
Tried to love you
But I couldn't even love myself...
I have been loved
Too much...
I'll never be your home
I am not as beautiful...
There is an unopened letter,
there in that box...
I don't want any of it
Roads, lights, buildings...
I wanted to speak of my panic
Maybe to it...
Drunk on the anticipation of desire
Burning in the wanton flames of lost innocence...
Oh thy self to a flower,
Destined to wilt...
I'm scared
Afraid to write...
I remembered once
But it hurt too much...
Storms were gathering
Black clouds enveloping her eyes...