Hating you,
Hating me...

Searching
Insatiable...

What if there's no heaven?
No golden, pearly gates...

A wish it would rain forever,
So you won't see me crying...

One day I will be free,
Cast aside my chains...

As I set this blade upon my vein,
I reach for things it won't attain...

Shadows dripping, calling night,
The sun fades from the sky...

I have learned that life,
Is never what it seems...

Even if you don't, she whispered,
Say it all the same...

I closed my eyes to lock away,
The hurt that raged inside...

I can't get on that thing,
There's no good that can come...

Sand between my toes
I watch the beauty of the fading sun...