I intended to die
Both times...

Wonder where
These words will go...

It will not be easy,
Loving me...

I was this
You were that...

I can't forget you
That secret spot in my mind...

Grave digger, soulmate of loss,
Languishing, bones of the past...

You thought you could save me,
But I didn't need saving...

I've lost control
Of what makes me whole...

Broken rain
Lost refrain...

I don't know who I am anymore
Trapped inside this person who still loves you...

I had it in me
That I let them all down...

"I missed you" he whispered
I knew it wasn't our mystical conversations...