I have been loved
Too much...

What beautiful annihilation,
Something as small as a feeling...

I watch
Your happy little life...

You don't care
How much it hurts...

I write like no one's reading
Like they won't see me bleeding...

Tainted on my face,
This smile is not real...

My heart is beating,
Mind is racing...

I'm not sorry for who I am,
What I've done or what I know...

I'm twisted
Held hostage by my own emotion...

Rage
Like the burning sun...

Who knows what's ahead,
None can say for sure...

I could live a million lives,
and never again find you...