Sorrows in the air,
The fire burns your lungs...
Looked at you today
Caught you looking at me...
Each morning comes the weeping,
For a soul lost to the mire...
It's been far too long
Just one minute...
Sat upon the little ledge
One moment...
I called others by your name
It was like betrayal...
Writhing on the dirty floor,
I strive to reach my feet...
If all my hope were gone
My lungs would find no air...
You are the sweetest disaster
Melancholy eyes...
Never going to be what you see,
That pulse you feel beneath your skin...
The sun, it never asks me why
My eyes are filled with tears to cry...
Was there ever a time when I loved myself?
When the sting of words spit, did not rip my soul...