Rough Hands......always invariable ceaslessly contrasted

I hate you
i hate life
i hate everyone

In darkness i lay
a beast besdie me snoring away
so gental so small i could easily cast him away
i look at him and smile
as he wakes up and wants to play

for you my izzy

Hero of my own humiliation

Im lost...

Never cast away somone close better keep and cherish rather then have them perish

I dont know alls i know is im a screw up and everything seems to screw up around me i build walls and all they do is crumble i need a diffrent foundation

As we let music inspire our lives we should give back and help inspire that music

Theirs a train leaving tommorow its not waiting for you and neither am i im tired of feeling always in the wrong this is my last testemonie and i feel free