I try to smile but this time [i'm]|not|[ok]

+.+I sit there over his dead body, but the tears won't come. Not when they're all around, I can't let my friends see that I'm hurting. Why can't they just leave?? {[I]/Want\[to]/mourn\[in]/peace\}+.+

+.+Don't assume I don't notice, I just don't care+.+

I will never hold it again,
nor feel the taste of metal upon my skin.
While this battle may be over,
the war,
I still have to win.~*~

I can't change what has happened, but even if I had the chance to go back, I would fall in-love with you all over again....~*~

Hold onto my hand, so when I slip trip and fall, you'll be right there to pull me back up.