Being stuck in a dream is like having fantasy...
my heart beating faster, trying to stay calm and...

You stay in my mind all the time
when i think of my future and my wife you appear...

No amount of writing can change what i have done
some form of sin I've committed which for me...

The problems in this life are hard to bare
we live in a world of images which begins to tear...

Lionized for his achievements
gave his all for his redeement...

Fallen in this black hole of lust
your will to fight turned to dust...

As my temperature began to rise
a felt chills going down my spine...

A prohibited passion
the price payed in this fashion...

Clear in the head
wondering what was just read...

For god i live for god i die
i want to go to that place beyond the sky...

I wanted to be chosen as a prize
held among everyone else but you only gave me...

Behind some poems hold a riddle
its secrets are precious and brittle...