You have been through hell
Lived in darkness and light...

Daddy I'm sorry I didn't mean to
The words of upcoming pain leave his mouth...

Afraid to let myself go
just to be beaten back down...

Where was god when I called
from the bloody floor...

Love the feeling i live without
the feeling i long for but never arrives...

All i can feel
is this evil...

Why is this my life
burning and slicing my skin...

All i feel is pain
it consticts my heart...

I burn my flesh
it feels so good...

Love i thought i found you
love you make me feel so wonderful...

Dad stop drinking
dad stop smoking drugs...

I sit down feelings emptyness
thoughts racing through my head...