Daddy I'm sorry I didn't mean to
The words of upcoming pain leave his mouth...

Afraid to let myself go
just to be beaten back down...

Dad stop drinking
dad stop smoking drugs...

It\\\'s a windy day in Saudi Arabia.
As the troops sit around dreaming of America...

Where was god when I called
from the bloody floor...

I can not feel anymore
after all the abuse...

Love i thought i found you
love you make me feel so wonderful...

Love the feeling i live without
the feeling i long for but never arrives...

You have been through hell
Lived in darkness and light...

All i feel is pain
it consticts my heart...

I burn my flesh
it feels so good...

I sit down feelings emptyness
thoughts racing through my head...