I am watching
this beautifully radiant goddess...

My fallen goddess
Who has been betrayed...

So there i was
but what could i say...

(this is a poem about a poem i couldnt write)
Lost in my own mind...

My eyes i opened
only to find...

Well
Now I'm here...

All my presence died that day
As I breath to my memories...

Through the bleak windows of my mind
In a marble garden of falling snow...

This is no tragedy of little tears
My heart is still...

Bow down now
and you'll be as cattle...

Then as i took deaths hand
for him to lead me forever away...

The sky's gone black
The shade of my heart...