I can convince myself a thousand times
That I'm the one who's right...

To kill a man, break his spirit
And crush his hopes and dreams...

Hiding in shadows
Running from pain...

Doubts
Worming its way into your conscious mind...

My knees buckle with the weight of my fears
I drown in a sea of my own salty tears...

Tears telling all my secrets
As they spill down my face...

His words the kindest I'll ever hear
His touch the softest I'll ever feel...

Neglective fathers and drunken mothers
Distant friends and abusive lovers...

I hate you
Oh how I hate each tiny morsel...

The moon rose high in the rich blue sky
Its ghostly face gave off a glisten...

Skin used as a cover
To hide the distortions of my soul...

The vile stench of a thousand rotting corpses...
Making my eyes water and the bile rise in the back...