All those lonely nights,
You were not by my side...

As I sit here all alone,
It finally sinks in that Ihave no one...

As I sat there razor blade in hand,
Sipping on the Vodka you forced me to drink...

Through the tears I see your face,
If only you knew how much it hurt...

Most people think I'm happy,
I'm sick of putting on a brave face...

You asked to meet me,
I told you to go away...

I've missed out on so much in my life.
A loving sister taken from me before Ihad chance...