I hate the way i feel inside,
This yearning, burning, fire of life...

Rejections a very hard thing to take,
But I'm not a child, i will not break...

A nothing, a no-one, an onbject of lust,
Eyes looking through me wit every thrust...

I love you, what more can i do?
All i want is to be with you...

19 years ago,
A wonderful soul was born...

I feel the blade slice through my skin,
Stop, stare and wait for bleeding to begin...

Drown my sorrows each night and day,
Oblivion takes the pain away...

I can't go on like this much longer,
Thougt with time you were meant to get stronger...

I hate the scars but love the feeling,
Quick release and sense of well being...

My time has come to say goodbye,
Released from my body I have to die...

Let me away from the wind and the rain,
Set me free from the hate and the shame...

Are you there?
Will you help him through the pain...