I have tried to make this perfect,
Release the pain thats in my heart...

Funny how feelings can rule your life,
They make your decisions and strike like a knife...

Are you there?
Will you help him through the pain...

Let me away from the wind and the rain,
Set me free from the hate and the shame...

My time has come to say goodbye,
Released from my body I have to die...

19 years ago,
A wonderful soul was born...

I hate the scars but love the feeling,
Quick release and sense of well being...

I can't go on like this much longer,
Thougt with time you were meant to get stronger...

Drown my sorrows each night and day,
Oblivion takes the pain away...

I feel the blade slice through my skin,
Stop, stare and wait for bleeding to begin...

A nothing, a no-one, an onbject of lust,
Eyes looking through me wit every thrust...

I hate the way i feel inside,
This yearning, burning, fire of life...