I do what i wanna do

Dont ever give up sum you kno ull regret
b/c everyday u gotta see how much you
messed up & how u cant go back & fix it!

Do you wake up and plan your day out ?
do you think of somthing to stress me out ?
make me mad and scream all about ?
do you enjoy my pain ?
do you think it will always be the same ?

*originally written on 2/22/05

How come you were never there to comfort me when i cried?
.. oh thats right!
because you were the reason for my tears

*originally written on 6/20/05

If god wants to hold me back from dieing ..
ill hold back my tears for wishing i was dead

*originally written on 3/28/05

I build up all the pain inside like a brick wall
its like i keep stacking myself on top of eachother till i fall

*originally written on 3/14/05

Life is a dance, from one stage to the next

believe what you see is written
but what is written is not always correct

And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Forget today Live for tomorrow