Almost two months, still no sign of you.
I thought I would go crazy...

As soon as I close my eyes,
These pictures I begin to see...

Why should i care when all you make me do is cry
why do i cry when you don't even know I'm there...

I want a mommy,
And a daddy...

Your kiss is filled with venom and it's flowing...
With the simplest words, blood rushes to my face...

My tall shadow bounces along an ugly brick wall;
My phone is in my hands, fingers moving furiously...

Everyone is laughing;
I sit back...

Absolute perfection, every girl's dream.
Beautiful face, not one little flaw...

Am I still alive?
I don't really know...

Outside my window,
The rain pours down...

As I sit in front of this computer screen, I look...
I see, but hear no sound...

I am an emotional wreck,
Just trying to make it through...