At a loss for words...
To lonely without your hand in mine and too cold...

I push you away
i try and search for more within other girls...

You left for college, to take on your dreams
to leave me behind...

The decision is close to taking, your trust line...
those eyes of question i look into for an answer...

For her, the lilies hang there heads and die
the time and moments, memories pass by...

I did everything i could to make you fall in love...
i tried chasing you and leaving you be...

I cant even say I'm sorry theres no words to...
every time i come close to perfection all of my...

I knew this was coming i knew you would fail i had...
your just like your father with no doubt about it...

I walked into this dream, a dream where i was on...
the plague of love blinded me instead of giftedly...

When i saw you kiss her for the first time
i wished i never meet you i wish i could press...

You told me to write you a letter
and i wonder if i did would it make this any...

My mind is my room
thats were i hide...