If he truly loves loves you
He will think of you first...

Thinking you deserve nothing
And so desperate for anything...

I was wrong about my void
I thought I was sealing the void...

Sticks and stones
They can break my bones...

You do all these things that make no sense
Your actions against words...

Its not like I did not know it would happen
I knew it would its how things are but...

Love is great filling you with such happiness
Making your heart skip a beat forgetting sadness...

I want to believe you
But I dont want it to be true...

Unable to remember the past clearly
I now get memories that cant be real...

Unable to stop the haunting memories
Your life is full of countless miseries...

I have been molding my mind
Changing what I am in any given time...

I hold my aggravation secret
it builds and fester ever so discreet...