I am happy that I saw her
Though I was really nervous to be there...

What is essence can it be defined
Is it morals and personality...

Slowly I lose my grip
Reality and my actions change...

Do I poison whoever I touch?
Do I make them fear so much...

I look at her eyes seeing hopes and smiles
My thoughts run wild for miles...

She can make or break me
She could condemn me or set me free...

The darkness I feel it once again
Humanity is dieing or was it a lie...

I am confused
Mind beaten and battered...

I say I love her
But all I seem to do is hurt her...

If the love is causing you only pain
causing you to go insane...

Love and hate so closely bounded in fate
Both intense and without sense...

I am happy you told
Even if the words seemed cold...