Filling my heart with great pain
Is your avoidance of my strain...

I no longer feel physical pain
I pierce and stab but nothing...

I can fake being happy
I can fake being sad...

In the utter blackness of my dreams
so strange and bizarre yet it seems...

What is my she thinking
What I have heard has left my heart sinking...

I fell to the ground and shattered
My mind laid on the ground tattered...

I am Always in horrible pain
My mind blocks it...

My inner most desires
Dark as the cold coals of dead fires...

Every time I love I get hurt
My first love moved to Alaska...

Do you even realize why I am hurt?
I want to hang but you always thwart...

The void it fills my head with its endless nothing...

I was finally happy
I thought he was good...