I am bitter sweet
My words chosen quick and neat...

Morals changing
Darkness growing...

So quick we move
So fast and its hard to prove...

Every little action I take has to be planned
Ever thing I see must be accounted...

I wish I would just leave you alone
I wish I could take back all I have shown...

Do I poison whoever I touch?
Do I make them fear so much...

I am happy you told
Even if the words seemed cold...

I can fake being happy
I can fake being sad...

I was so worried about you
I heard things that made my soul scream...

Do you even realize why I am hurt?
I want to hang but you always thwart...

I hold my aggravation secret
it builds and fester ever so discreet...

Love and hate so closely bounded in fate
Both intense and without sense...