Love is great filling you with such happiness
Making your heart skip a beat forgetting sadness...

Unable to stop the haunting memories
Your life is full of countless miseries...

When I was little and in elementary school
I was a contemplating demon not a fool...

I am Always in horrible pain
My mind blocks it...

Every time I love I get hurt
My first love moved to Alaska...

I was wrong about my void
I thought I was sealing the void...

I know that I am ill
My mind wont let her go...

I no longer feel physical pain
I pierce and stab but nothing...

I do not know my last good dream
All I have are nightmares...

Why do they haunt me
They seem so recent...

Like can lead to love
love can fill your heart...

I was finally happy
I thought he was good...