Pain it tickles
feeling pain pointless...

I am happy you told
Even if the words seemed cold...

Beautiful with your cupcake flower
We can talk and ramble to any hour...

Finally hit the point of lapse
Where she no longer matters...

Unable to remember the past clearly
I now get memories that cant be real...

Do you even realize why I am hurt?
I want to hang but you always thwart...

I do not know my last good dream
All I have are nightmares...

I was wrong about my void
I thought I was sealing the void...

I have been molding my mind
Changing what I am in any given time...

Do I poison whoever I touch?
Do I make them fear so much...

My inner most desires
Dark as the cold coals of dead fires...

Filling my heart with great pain
Is your avoidance of my strain...