Love and hate so closely bounded in fate
Both intense and without sense...

Thinking you deserve nothing
And so desperate for anything...

Why do they haunt me
They seem so recent...

What is my she thinking
What I have heard has left my heart sinking...

Morals changing
Darkness growing...

I look at her eyes seeing hopes and smiles
My thoughts run wild for miles...

Unable to stop the haunting memories
Your life is full of countless miseries...

I am Always in horrible pain
My mind blocks it...

Every little action I take has to be planned
Ever thing I see must be accounted...

I hate him so much
For hurting her heart with his touch...

She can make or break me
She could condemn me or set me free...

I know that I am ill
My mind wont let her go...