Once scared to explore and dare to dream
once believed i was alone not part of a team...

Its hard to let go of feelings buried deep
slowly and steadily i start to slit...

Feeling of despair thinking what if
unfulfilled dream of gods gift...

Blinded by money and the of power greed
the world never gives 2 the wanting and the hourly...

With a few awkward words
it all came out...

the dull and lifeless world moves on with time
as my life seems to crack n shatter i see the...

One moment i stare at it and feel
next the moments gone.. surreal...

At worlds end i struggle
to move on from a pain...

Change comes in spits and spurts
realizing the enemy is you hurts...

Shaking, shivering as i close my eyes tight
hoping that maybe it'll somehow work out...

Once dead hope is rekindled
with a little spark of light...

Abyss
The clock spins as i grab the bottle and drink...