Some people just don't see
How close to death it is to be me...

I'm hurting so bad inside..
I put my head down and just cry...

My dad went to jail
they wouldn't post his bell...

I lost my oldest brother two weeks ago
he was only 28 years old...

Life's frustrations, The pain and humiliation.
To keep your head held high with pride..you rather...

I wish i could tell you how i really feel
i wish just once i could be real...

Jealousy is a powerful thing
that can make someone change...

I love you so much
gosh i love you a bunch...

Trying to get right with the lord
trying to get right with the man above...

At night i sit and try
to figure out why...

Will things change now?
my mom finnaly broke it off with that man...

Death inside
Death inside...