You said:
"life isn't fair get used to it"
yup those are [yOur] words
but you're wrong
you're only saying that to justify
everytime ur words wernt enough
and u had to turn to ur fists

&iv counted all the times you've lied.
funny isnt it???
how they coincide with all the times iv cried.

[x]

In this place of darkness
i feel nothing but emptyness
the words you bore into my skin
are running down my face
'i lied' he said
two words that broke a few million hearts

x

A few drinks
gone straight to my head
a few whispered words
and im back in your bed
this isnt where i want to be
and i know you dont love me
but baby
i swear iv never felt better
lying in your arms

x

I hate the fact that just
coz you were my first love
there'll always be a place in my heart for you
and i hate the fact
that just coz i was one off a list
il never mean sh*t to you

x

Im just one person
i cant change the world
and altho i wish i could
il never stop it turning.
baby you hurt me
but sh*t happens.
what makes you think
the world would make
an exeption for a lost
soul like me?

x

Stare at myself in the mirror
i cant see anything
but lies.
left without a word.
i didnt think there'd come a time
when all of this space
and all of this pain
when everything real
would turn out to be
not so real after all

&sometimes i just want to
forget who i am
i wana feel nothing but NUMB
i wana get wasted
do some drugs
get f/cked up
tell me that you love me
and im yours for the night

x

I wana ask where it all went downhill
but im afriad of the answers
and baby im afraid of you
i wana know what happened to forever
but im scared to ask
and im scared i already know.

x

Your right
you didnt push me away
or make me leave
but you made it damn
impossible for me to stay

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