I'm only mad at myself for believing you
every single time you promised you'd never hurt me again.
-x-x-

Its all just steps along a narrow path
she was there at the start
and she's promised to see it thru to the end
&&here she is standing next to me in the middle of it
could you honestly ask for more in a friend?

x

How do you look her in the eye each and every day and straight up lie?
saying that you love her and all the other things she wants to hear...
while you're sneaking in my window at night saying for me,
[you'd die]

x

These feelings im having?
they aint right
and you sneaking over every other night?
that's even worse...
it's so worng but i cant get you off my mind
you're telling her you love her but you're telling me its all [lies]

x

I hate the fact that every1 thinks ur this perfect guy w/ this perfect life & this perfect gf & ur perfectly in luv & wen i walk past u dnt even see me but last nyt wen u snuck in my room u were completely different

She stands in the rain for all she cant change
she just wants one more night
one more chance to make everything right
to find a way to make up for all the time she cries
coz your all she sees when she closes her eyes

&there she goes again
tears rolling down her cheeks as she closes her eyes
takes another step
just to be pushed over the edge
this time she hopes she can fly

xX

U pushd me down 2drown me
but i stil breathe as much as u want me 2die
its sumthin u tort me
wit al the yellin &screaming
the misses &the hits
its something u taught me
wen u beat me to the floor
how 2hold my breath til theres no more

Time changes
nothing stays the same
todays 'moments'
will be tomorrows pain
[x]

These nightmares
sound so stupid
put into writing
but they sure as hell arnt stupid
when they'r playing over and over in my mind
[x]