These nightmares
the ones we call [life]
they sound so stupid when you're awake
but they sure as hell arnt stupid when you let yourself fall asleep and find yourself in them

[x]

&u keep maikng excuses for that pathetic little boy
who's both funny and kind
&supposedly broke ur heart
do me a favor sweetie
dnt talk to me til u find a real man
who's funny kind AND smart
x

He made her believe she deserved every scar

[x]

I never saw his flaws
but he sure as hell saw mine

x

"how are you?" became just another rhetorical question
you dont really care
you were just brought up with manners
[x]

&he said it with tears in his eyes
[i still love you] he said
&before you know it you're back in his bed
[i still love you] he said
this wasn't how you pictured it
in your head

[x]

Funny isn't it?
how at night its the tears that [you] cry?
not the girl who deserved this
and all you can do is sit there and wonder why. . .

[x]

He's whispering to her again
wanting her fist to dig it in
make a gash
deep but thin
pushing her to open up the door
they say its wrong to commit a crmie such as suicide
take away his life too
and nothing was done
but a poor homicide

The punches you throw
all the hits and misses
may break her bones boy
but the words you use
and the tones in which you speak
may just cause her to kiLL herseLf
[x]

Left my fear by side the road
to hear you speak
i won't let go
fall to my knees
as i lift my hands to pray
i got every reason to be here again
a fathers love that draws me in
all my eyes wana see is a glimpse of [you]