I look back on the year thats been
my new years resolution::
NO regrets WHATSOEVER
but here i am now
critisizing every step i took
and all the words i didnt swallow.
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Somedays i look over at you
and could swear you're looking at me too
i cant help but wonder
if we hadnt been so young and naive
would you still be here with me?

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And the saddest part is::
if you looked me in the eye today
and said you love me
id be stupid enough to believe you
even tho i know its not true

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How does it feel to treat me like you do?
when you laid your hands upon me
and told me who you are
i thought i was mistaken
and i thought i heard your words
tell me how do i feel
tell me now how do i feel

The confusion that was mine
is making it difficult to see
and to see right now would mean everything
coz maybe your guna be the one that saves me

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Stop begging for my love
stop expecting everything you do from me
stop worshipping the footprints I leave
believe me when I say theres nothing you can do to
make me love you.

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Where do I run to get away from you?
im drowning in my fears.
maybe your guna be the one that saves me
but then again maybe you’re the reason im looking in a mirror
clouded with tears.
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Its dark and its cold
but all i want to do is run
run and run and run
until it hurts
until i cant feel this hate anymore

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You've turned into a monster
just another stranger
you know everything about me
and i know nothing but the man you used to be

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Stop being so perfect for just one minute
do something to piss me off
saying good bye to you wouldnt be so hard if i were angry
&i dont think id miss u half as much if we left on bad terms

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