I brandish my knife and cut real deep,
Another night of restless sleep...

Today I learned what it is to cry
To look in the mirror and tell a lie...

I look at you with a smile on my face
For finally you and I have a place...

Twisting the truth into lies
Mixing hello's with goodbyes...

I listen carefully to the ticking of the clock
I'm already hiding when you break the lock...

Never wanted to die like all this before
Slashed wrists oozing and I hit the floor...

I have never felt so alone.
i pretend im ok but inside im empty...

I look up with pleading eyes
Surrounded by all my lies...

Dear boy,
I'm finding the strength to start over brand new...

So much hurt, so much sadness
i miss the way things were before...

If it's not over, why do I scream?
Floating through the never ending dream...

You're so far away that I can't reach
Walls so high I still try to breach...