Never wanted to die like all this before
Slashed wrists oozing and I hit the floor...

Dear Mom, I miss nap time and apple juice and the...

Days pass, and I no longer care
I lay in bed and continue to stare...

And I knew that it would hurt, but not like this
Everything aches reaching, reaching...gone...

Open your mouth, and so easily a lie slips out
Look me in the eye and say there's no one else...

So much hurt, so much sadness
i miss the way things were before...

I have never felt so alone.
i pretend im ok but inside im empty...

Stuff the letters I found back in the drawer
I can't stand to read the hatred anymore...

My dear friend, I always want to run
To you, when I need a little bit of sun...

I listen carefully to the ticking of the clock
I'm already hiding when you break the lock...

It's hard to make it through the day
When we've got nothing left to say...

Hollow and empty, tortured soul
Shattered emotions I can't control...